listening to: friends were gone by wavves
on my mind:
-skipping class
-ac/dc sucks
-joining a renaissance fair
-whats with all this hornyness all of a sudden?
-i'm much too honest
- harry potter
-motivation...
sometimes i feel like i will never be able to function as a contributing member of society. i can't get anything done. i'm never on time for anything important. i waste so much time reading, or blogging. why can't i get my shit together? i used to blame it all on my ADD which definately is a contributing factor. i am way more productive and focused when i take the medicine... its just remembering to take the medicine thats the problem. i feel like dory. i'm not stupid i've just got so much stuff going on in my head that i cant make myself remember to do anything i'm supposed to. like pay parking citations, or register for classes, or clean out my car, or go to class. i feel like if i cant do the easy shit now how will i possible get into a four ear college or go to graduate school and become a teacher and/or chef and pay bills. i just dont think i can do it!
i dont want to be a nun or in the military or anything like that. i'd hate that. but what else can i do to do things right? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???
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